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People say things like “stay positive” and “everything happens for a reason” and I just want to scream in their faces because it’s impossible to keep that stuff in mind when your insides are tearing themselves apart.
The doctor says “don’t be anxious” but he’s the one that is going to have knives in my skin and I’m the one that has to trust this stranger and hope I come out the other side alive and whole.
I’m tired of being patient and I’m tired of trying to keep it together. I just want to scream and scream until my voice is raw and beat my fists bloody against the walls until I’m too exhausted to be afraid anymore.

I just want to escape from this fear.

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